renfeng KE

Gavotte

Last night, I saw an actor who just got married, shared his newly-married life, how they couple take care of eachother in a TV show. He said one day he had a serious headache after work finished. He went home, looked not so good. The wife took him to the sofa, asked him take a rest, and she was playing Cello for him to release his nerve, which makes him actually feel better.
I like this story. I'd like to do the same for my counterpart, and I hope he could also appreciate it as the way we communicate, which may be a good experience in our life. Also I hope it would work if there is a chance for me to do so, 'coz I remembered once when I was little, I felt sick and went back home from school earlier. My mom is not home, no one took care of me at that time. Somehow I recalled a story of Chopin that he once felt pain in mind then tried to release his pain by playing piano. I attemped to do the sane but totally in vain... Right, that's different case, and apparently, I am not Chopin either....
Also, the one I am practising - may not be a good choice to release anyone, on the contary, it might drive him crazy by pushing him dance, dance, dance....
I have to learn more...
Well, I hope it would work on someone somehow, someday, anyway, when I play.

live with mitral valve prolapse syndrome

From my health report, doctor suggested that I shall begin to learn how to live with "mitral valve prolapse syndrome", stay away from time rushing and things will cause me tense. In short, cope with "heart issue" has become my lifetime lesson. 

I couldn t imagine that there has any possibility that I may ever have any chance to have heart disease before. Until I felt difficult to breathe some times, and experienced shock once not so long ago, which caused me that maybe I should find a chance to do health exam. When it comes to the result, I told myself: well, hey, look at the bright side, it may explain many things. I may find an excuse for my mental suffering in a very scientific explanation to justify my emotionalism. (alright, maybe not.) 

Anyway, since lately I feel hard to breathe sometimes again, put away any thing relevant which may be attacking my mind, I should deal with heart first. I need to calm it down a little bit, help the blood operate smoothly, produce enough oxygen to continue my daily mental suffering progression. It's time to pick up cello back in life, since the Art Taipei Forum has finished already, there shall be no reason to block me away from my cello anymore. It has been almost two months, and I can sense the pressure inner has been increasing day by day. Yoga is not fully satisfied me yet.  

Practicing cello is good at easing my temper and bring me peace mind. 

SO, BYE BYE PINK NAIL POLISH. CIAO CELLO.